Again… I think in just suffering from wanderlust… How now?
I just wanna waste some time here.. i know i’m gonna hate myself in the morn… later… but oh well…
I just don’t want off days to end… *whine*
Life seems to be a bit pointless… at the point where waiting is letting time past is an important element…
Why do i have to care about my resume so much?
Why do i need money to survive?
Sigh.. Why do i get tired of things so easily…
Why do things don’t go as i wish it would…
I see a pattern here… me not feeling like going back to work and being tired of it everytime my off day is up… i’m looking forward to off days everyday… bad sign… SIGH! =(
but this feeling has been with me for the past one week already…
the dunno-how-to-say-but-just-feel-depressed feeling…
but dont think is pms…
ARGHHHH
Something is wrong… something is wrong…
or maybe i just dont like someone controlling my time and life…
probably so…
Let me be free! =(
i wanna a tattoo… -.- random…
sigh..
shall go sleep..
Arghhhh
bye
???
Seriously…
What is wrong with me…
today… no appetite never mind… but suddenly.. just so suddenly, 有一股莫名的感伤， 然后莫名地想哭…
Whats wrong with me? i dunno…
why so emo…
tch!
probably just feeling alone in the crowds of people…
just thinking that theres no point any more…
or probably… just emo as past feelings rush back… it seems i still treat him differently… or i have been treating him differently… its been so long since we talked on the phone… why is my tone different? *shake head*
i dont want to think about all these again.. frustrating…
*fingers crossed* lets hope this stops soon…
or maybe i’m just desperate for a solution to the problem that is not really a problem at the back of my mind… *shrugs*
Do i want to talk to them… or him about it?
He’ll most prob think i’m crazy…
No more guess who… lol…
sigh…
tch! need to get out of this mood.. like NOW!!!!
Even SHINee/Minho don’t work… I get more emo…
SIGHHHHHH
aishhh!
bye!
Not enough time!!! I always think that there’s not enough time for me… Am I wasting my time?
I guess my personality is flighty… Or there’s just nothing important enough to tie me down… Or just maybe… I don’t feel belonged yet…
Sighhhh.. Will I be able to last my 1 year? 
Sent grandfather off today… Glad that this is the end of his sufferings… But it’s still sad to say goodbye…
Come to think of it.. It’s always at these kind of time where we learn most and see most of human beings… Some upsets me… Yet some gives me hope…
Life… Ups and downs… But it will always come to an end… That’s why.. Why not live it happily?
