Archive for July, 2009

saw this on mad’s facebook.. so decided to cope and post it on my blog.. and at this point of time.. i am so supposed to do my term paper.. but its so sickening to find resources.. haiz… will continue in a whilee and gotta bring autum down… any way.. my dream guy!!! =p

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
i like can le =D

2. Smart?
smart and street wise? and sensitive enough to not be like my super blunt brother hehe =p

3. Preferred age?
eh.. same or older by a little?

4. Preferred height?
hee.. very tall… best if i am at his shoulder height =D

5. How about sense of humor?
enough to not be too lame.. moderation moderation

6. How about piercings?
i dont mind if its on 1 ear.. haha.. thats all.. no more than 1 ear the left.. cause lawyer teacher say left is right and right is wrong…

7. Accepts you for who you are?
of course!

8. Pink hair?
no.. hate pink

9. Mushy or no?
at the right time, romantic.. if i gotta choose b/w the two.. i rather no than mushy..

10. Thin or fat?
eh.. fit? cannot be thinner than me.. i like to feel an quan gan =D

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
i’m fine =D

12. Long hair or short hair?
as long as its not oily, smelly and disgusting.. any length =D

13. Plastic or metal?
metal… what kind of question? haha

14. Smells good?

15. Smoker?

16. Drinker?
not addict – cannot get drunk earlier then me.. lol..

17. Boy-next-door type?
why not? =D

18. Muscular?
yes yes!

19. Plays piano?
that’ll be nice… romantic

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
that’ll be cool!

21. Plays violin?
then he’ll be my prince.. i LOVE the violin… =D =D

22. Sings very good?
then its too good to be true.. haha.. i like musically inclined persons

23. Vain?
vain enough to be presentable.. but not overboard

24. With glasses?
i’m fine

25. With braces?
its gonna be removed right?!

26. Shy type?
a bit.. but not overboard.. it’ll be cute.. haha

27. Rebel or good boy
hovering b/w the 2.. got sometimes bad sometimes good?

28. Active or passive?

29. Tight or bomb?

30. Singer or dancer?
can i have both? if only can choose 1.. then singer.. haha..

31. stunner?
stunner for me eyes only =D

32. Hiphop?

33. Earrings?
no dangling ones.. haha..

34. Mr. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
*shakes head*

35. Dimples?
it’ll be cute.. but its ok without

36. Bookworm?
eh… this is difficult… i dunno.. we can read together.. haha.. but not extreme pls

37. Mr. love letter?
occasionally? hehe romantic.. haha.. but not too overly mushy and dont expect a return

38. Playful?
why not? haha.. but not playful in a womanizer way can le…

39. Flirt?
my flirt.. not with others…

40. Poem writer?
why not?

at times when he needs to be serious

42. Campus crush?
MINE!! lol =p

43. Painter?
dont mind…

44. Religious?
eh.. i really hope that he’s free thinker.. but flexible to not discriminate other… and.. if he is really religious.. dont expect me to change for him.. cause i wont…

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
well.. not overboard

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
? none?! if he cant live without them.. i’ll send him for addiction programmes.. hehe

47. Speaks 20 languages?
eh.. that’ll be useful if we go overseas.. but not necessary.. haha.. just speak the language i understand =D

48. Loyal or faithful?
faithful.. but dont they come together?

49. good kisser

50. loves children?
erm… just dont force me to have them..

ok.. now i’m done… lol.. but there is no way i have my type of guy.. if really.. i’ll be suuuper lucky.. haha.. =D

ok.. off ot continue my term paper.. haiz…



Posted: July 19, 2009 in Uncategorized

i’m sick! like sick sick! my headache yesterday was so terrible that i took panadol… gosh..

yesterday met up with the other 5.. its been sooooo long.. its kinda rare that everyone’s there.. =D i’m happy..

but i guess we all changed.. in the future.. we’ll change more.. like more more.. *sighs* and with changes.. there goes our topic.. lol.. but the guys are as lame.. or rather.. jude is as lame.. haha… er hao.. can fight.. and sadly.. kinda only i understands.. haha

i’m suppose to do work now.. but then.. damn.. ahhhh.. whatever.. 死律师老师 la… =(

eh… i am so stuck to The One now.. haha.. manhua for those who dunnoo.. =D its awesome!! like one of the best.. THE best.. =D aspiring me to be a model.. ahha.. in my dreams.. i wonder why.. the guys in fiction stories, be it movies, story book, manga, drama and lots more.. is sooo MY type of guy… sad sia… maybe i treat myself as the female character too much le.. gosh.. thats VERY bad… esp. in story books… lol.. watever.. hopefully MY type of guy will come true.. =D


But… am i the “me” or “you”? how do i write love stories when i am nobody’s “you”?

prob with me?

Posted: July 16, 2009 in Uncategorized

YEAH!!!! InE is over!!!! and had this sickening interview today.. quite fun la.. cause finally we bonding.. like finish project.. then we bond… i think i really know how to act leh.. i had this smile on my face.. but actually.. i was controlling my outburst.. lol.. once out of class and alone, my face changed..

i seriously think there is something wrong with me.. haha.. like those kind of evil evil person.. then one time is smile smile nice nice, then sha ren bu zha yan.. haha


i am really a impatient person. but i just dont like the way my teacher/mentor catergorise us, label us, and put our personality out just like that. i dunno for the rest la.. but i dont like it.. its not like we know each other very well. its like assumptions dont bring u far la…

he said i am a impatient person, they said i am a good leader. they said i am willing to take everything on my shoulder and finish. am not people oriented but task oriented. i begin to doubt myself.. am i really like that? or do i really dont know myself?

its frustrating.. but i just know a fact, its that i dont trust people easily. and that stupid kuku didnt give me a chance to finish talking..

i think as long as i dont know a person well enough, i wont trust and rely and be dependent to trust them with something as simple as assignment. see in T04, i can gladly dont care and trust that the group will finish the project together…

haiz.. i like, dunno myself anymore.


ps. and i’m getting sadistic. my personality something i dont understand any longer. i might fear myself sooner or later


yeah.. i just watched someone give her to-be-husband away to another girl. like GIVE and watched their wedding ceremony.. i dunno if she is noble or plain dumb… i know the other girl is dying la.. but.. giving ur to-be husband away? and if i’m on the receving end.. i’ll never accept… oh gosh.. i donno what other things is more terrible than seeing ur guy marrying another… i dont think anyone will “give” their husband away like this… i hope not..

gosh.. see i’m getting emotional and stuff.. haha.. lol..

gosh.. shall not say any more.. lazing around right now… later then do work.. and i’m so poning class on fri.. hahaha

ah.. dunno what to say le la!