Archive for March, 2010

Posted: March 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

我看我是想通了。

i think as time passes, i will see more clearly… hopefull its stays this way…

talking to my friends really work a lot… its just like talking to a counsellor.. haha… to lay out my feelings.. lets hope this stays for long…

i’m grateful and happy to see the sunrise every morning…

bye~!

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Posted: March 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

大家都说了,期望越高失望越大。 我不应该把期望放高,因为这一切应该都是假的。 可是,我没办法这么做。

我到底该这么办才好呢?

confused…

Posted: March 29, 2010 in Uncategorized

i guess… i have a lot of post with the title of confused….

htere are things i dont understand… if i dont understand myself… i wont be able to understand what i’m feeling myself…

i guess this is no good… it would most prob be a disaster for me to figure everything out…

i dunno if what i believe in is real… what is real and what is fake? there is such a thin line between real and fake… do emotions travel on that same thin line too?

its getting frustrating… i dont know whats real anymore… sometimes i want to let myself feel happy, yet i dont dare to… always worried about what i believe in… should i trust that? or should i not?

fan girling…

Posted: March 24, 2010 in Uncategorized

haha.. since only shi ying reads my blog.. i guess u dont need to be surprise that i’ll be blogging today ba.. haha.. and she dont allow me to use fan girling.. cause only she does that… i plainly go crazy.. haha…

i think i’m in deep shit…

restless…

Posted: March 22, 2010 in Uncategorized

i know i got a lot to do.. a lot to finish by a situated time.. and i do know that i have time to do all that.. i know that.. but i just cant put down my mind to do things.. everytime distracted… cannot help it…

ahh…

sometimes.. i wonder if anything is real.. i know its not.. but sometimes i wish that stuff like that do happen to me… its not possible… but its no comfy to see ppl being able to act the way i cant… i can easily have hopes… and thus hope dashes very easily… dont make me distrust you, or else… i would never trust you again… when i have hopes… its very high.. pls dont dash them… if possible, dont let me have high hopes in the first place…

still dont understand myself yet… its irritating…

hopefully it ends… soon… hopefully real soon…

i cant help it…

bye~!

tired…

Posted: March 15, 2010 in Uncategorized

i think i’m starting to come onto blogging too much about how tired i am.. gosh.. what going on with me.. complaining like no body’s business..

i just dont understand why cant human beings be simpler… cant everyone’s goal be towards simple happiness? instead of what to do to make others not happy and themselves gain.. just a thought…

its getting irritating.. i’m irritated of myself.. dunno why… anyway.. no one reads this blog anymore.. i think so no one is gonna care bout what i blog about…. =p hopefully…

i’m just… *shrugs* its kinda good finally someone says i’m not complete extrovert… lol… cause i dont think i am.. and am i too fierce? too bad.. dont smile my face is so black one… =p

and i really suck at minutes.. lol.. now shen gotta help me edit.. and i wonder if i missed out anything or not…

i’m bored… tired… sianz… i wanna backpack travel.. i wanna disappear from the faces of earth… its no good that every other day this thought is going through my mind…

maybe life is really that meaningless afterall.. everyone fight to survive and survive to fight… no one truly cares about another anymore…

arghhhhhhhhh

bye~!

confused…

Posted: March 14, 2010 in Uncategorized

shall do a quick post…

work been fine lately.. getting used to it.. but still its tiring… the travelling back and forth and all.. but oh well.. i chose it.. and i should get used to it…

i wonder why sometimes things changes really fast.. ppl change really fast and then thats the seperation… maybe its me and my personality to want to be with everyone and know everything.. i do know that is not possible… and i should stop talking behind ppl’s back… i maybe have some apologising to do…

i really dont trust easy.. and once my trust is broken.. thats it… we will just be hi bye friends… i dunno if whoever it is reads this.. but i’m just voicing out…

i think i still need sometime to get used to stuff.. hopfully things dont turn bad or whatsoever… hopefully i regain my happy self… which is highly impossible.. oh gosh!

time passes quick… but will memories fade as quickly?

bye~