Archive for April, 2010

words…

Posted: April 24, 2010 in Uncategorized

sometime ppl just dunno how easy words hurts…

it may be a simple phrase… may mean nothing to u…
but the person listening to it may feel either too hurt bout it or so very happy… never belittle the power of words…

i guess there are regrets in life…

but its these regrets that make u learn and grow up…

p.s. am i really that innocent? or am i just naive?

random: i really should have started on gel nails in the beginning… sianzz…

bye~!

单纯,简单,还是蠢?

Posted: April 19, 2010 in Uncategorized

为什么 生活就不能简单一点呢?
人类就不能看开一点吗?
少了一些复杂, 少了一点仇恨, 世界不是就会跟美丽了吗?

说得容易做的难。

微笑不代表快乐。
不笑不代表忧愁。
有时能哭是一件多美好的事。
因为有些人已经失去了这个能力。

多希望自己不存在。
多希望自己能消失。

i think i would walk back to my original route again… dont see why i must turn one big round to do something i think i will end up in…

始终我还是回到了原点。
仿佛在人身的某一个角落看到了曙光。
希望这道光可以让我找到终点。

stress ah!

Posted: April 16, 2010 in Uncategorized

HAHA.. yes.. i decided that if ever i feel too stress.. i should blog about it.. anyway.. not many reading my rants… and maybe its too boring to read.. hahahaha…

always thought dark workshop would be a good place to do work because in a way its like big and not too enclosed.. and maybe less stressful.. but.. no lor…

i think its very scary… like… so stressful… haiz.. dont like the stressness… why the hell do we have to do fyp and internship together??? siannzzzzzzzz

and…

i’m healing.. very much healing.. getting well and all…. the wound is not very big la.. just a tiny one.. closing le.. at least i didnt cry over this wound.. hahaha…

oh well…

life…

*shakes head*

its inhumane!

bye

time…

Posted: April 14, 2010 in Uncategorized

time is……..

i dunno..

maybe i just needed someone to listen….

or maybe just a little cry….

hopefully time will let me get used to things… and forget some stuff….

hopefully i can be feeling better soonn…

cant help it but feel affected… if i dont.. i think i’m no longer human anymore… maybe 1 devoid of emotions…

so…

will try harder not to give up on some stuff in life…

lets be hopeful…

滿園玫瑰 我以爲 找到我那一朵
  認真愛了 卻狠狠 刺傷我的雙手
  責備甚麼人也沒有用
  玫瑰都紅 難免看錯

望著天空 愛是否 活在童話裡頭
  小王子說 有些事 流浪過才會懂
  原來每顆心都有個洞
  找不到真愛 會一直寂寞

我但願有一個人 在等我
  在屬於我的612星球
  好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
  不快樂至少 要有夢

一定會有一個人 在等我
  無條件擁抱著我的所有
  相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘
  花別謝太快 請你等等我

E:擦乾眼淚 一個人 漂流在這宇宙
  小王子說 愛一定 開在某個角落

路上相愛的人那麼多
  我會幸福嗎 在甚麼時候

我但願有一個人 在等我
  在屬於我的612星球

好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
  不快樂至少 要有夢

一定會有一個人 在等我 (E:等等我)
  無條件擁抱著我的所有

相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘
  花別謝太快 請你等等我

我但願有一個人 在等我
  在屬於我的612星球

好讓我 忍著痛 也願意往下走
  不快樂至少 要有夢

一定會有一個人 在等我 (H:尚在等我)
  無條件擁抱著我的所有

相遇前 我還要 翻越多少山丘

我知道,这首歌满旧的了。 可是, 就是听到这首歌的时候感到特别的感伤吧。。。在世界的某处, 真的会有人在等我吗?

可能是某某人说过的话, 让我难免变成这样子吧。。。 没办法。。。 知道自己一定会受伤,可是我还是一头栽进去了。。。

我真的真的真的很傻。。。 没办法了, 傻瓜一个。。。

我到底什么时候才能找到幸福?

真是的!=(

怀念。。。

Posted: April 11, 2010 in Uncategorized

i think yesterday’s gathering was really good.. altough er hao was not able to be there.. but its been ages since i saw kevon… 2 years plus le!!! how time files right? hahaha.. still remember that time jude told me that we are already friends for 7 yrs.. how time flies.. we all getting old..

its got to 回想从前。。。 somehow or other we automatically talk about the past… only then then i realised how much i’ve missed the past… the time where we spent together and all the troubles… kinda we old ppl already right? hahaha

at that moment i so wish time stops…theres never enough time to talk about the past…

miss the past, enjoy the present, hope for the future =)

bye~!

need motivation

Posted: April 10, 2010 in Uncategorized

any ppl reading this? give some motivation peeps! hahhaa.. i really very very very slack.. things are starting to pile.. but then.. i am like super cannot focus.. partly youtube.. haha.. then msn like quite fun right now.. hehe =p

ahhhh!!!

=(

ok.. shall go make my nails.. and then do reflection!!! =( boo hoo hoo!!!

ahh.. bye~!