here’s a quick update…

Posted: June 18, 2010 in Uncategorized

haven been blogging much… maybe cause nothing to write.. or maybe just because i cant put whatever i’m feeling down into words…

had a semi breakdown session the other day… cannot help it.. fyp was too stressful… add in the disappointment i felt after hearing what the lecturers said.. its like 从天空掉到了地狱… i know should be no need to stress that much one.. but sometimes i’m just sick and tired of handling humans.. especially adults… handling their demands, expectations.. and shit… i know i’m gonna be like them soon in the future.. but oh well now is now.. shall not think too much about the future…

thanks to shoot, sy and kaiting for standing by when i’m releasing my pent up emotions… although quite failed.. but still haha… i guess after years of not wanting to let people worry, dont want to let people know i cry… i now lost the 能力 to cry le… i guess i still have a lot of pent up emotions in me that i cant dig out because its too deeply buried already… i guess when the dam opens.. flooding is going to occur… lets just hope i dont flood at the wrong time… after so long of 忍-ing… i also wan someone to worry for me… be there when i cry and be jealous of some people just for the sake of being jealous… i dont think this is too much to ask for ba… but just gotta wait long long ba i guess…

oh well…

life still goes on…

hopeful sometimes also no use…

just have to get used to it and move on…

tackle any problems in front of me… and learn how to remove these problems before moving forward…

c’est la vie…

thats life…

bye…

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