felt like it…

Posted: October 23, 2010 in Uncategorized

yup.. just felt like it.. so i’m blogging…

dunno why.. but there are times that i really feel a lot.. sometimes really xian mu those ppl.. who can use all kinds of method to show their emotions… writing, drawing, singing… etc… well.. maybe some may say i’m doing it now.. writing what i feel out.. but i know it myself that this is just that tiny whiny bit.. although it does help sometimes.. but oh well… there are things that i dunno how to express it in words… that cant be expressed in words…

sometimes its just so frustrating…

just realised… i think quite a few ppl read my blog.. hahaha.. *shrugs* always thought that no one does.. =p…

anyway… just have this… weird.. feeling… ya… again…

sometimes… i just cant help but think that there is so much to a personality that there is no way u are going to stop learning about it… sometimes even the person himself wont know that such a personality exist within until he is willing to discover…

not all things can be based on what u see on the outside… on the biao mian… i think this would be so unfair… but sometimes.. u cant help but be influenced and make u want to believe what u can see… even though many a times it may not be true…

this is what happens when i type without thinking.. cause i dont even know what i’m typing…

i should go into a meditation period… cause there is so much on my mind and my heart.. that i dunno whats going on… but i think i’m gonna zou huo ru mo if i attempt to do so… self reflection period always gets interrupted or.. something would distract me… or rather i allowed myself to be distracted.. haha…

ah… life…

C’est la vie…

but why should one accept life?

but… can we change life?

now… a reason why i cant be a blogger person… my posts are way too emo and philosophical… and sometimes way too bimbo and bitchy.. haha.. i often cringe when i reflect back…

but thats life isn’t it? somethings u just cant change… somethings u just can control… and sometimes… somethings just wont happen…

bye~

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