Archive for November, 2010

Irritated…

Posted: November 30, 2010 in Uncategorized

Damn it! What the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!!

Feel like screaming… badly…

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Feel like…

Posted: November 28, 2010 in Uncategorized

I so feel like dropping out… if this is not the route i’m gonna take… why waste time right? but.. then if i do.. that 2 and a half years of hard work is going down the drain…

haiz.. always have this kind of thoughts when i nee to do to assignments.. especially when it is on a freaking sunday… =(

oh well…

shall start work.. =(

bye

Not a great company…

Posted: November 27, 2010 in Uncategorized

i’ve been rather restless.. oh well the sames… and i think i’m like having PMS la.. gosh.. =( in that super down mood.. again.. yes again…

went out for movies with Alvin today… i dont think i was a good company.. haha.. like.. just weird la.. but harry potter is nice! =D other than sit until the butt pain.. its awesome!!! hehehe XD

anyway.. just ranting.. haha

sianz… dont wanna do work… I’m looking for Mr. Motivation… I wonder where the hell are u? =(

bye

My Anata…

Posted: November 23, 2010 in Uncategorized

listening to this song now… its cheerful.. but.. i’m not..

haiz.. i think my time of the month is coming soon… keep having that sickening feel of depression… dont feel like doing anything.. just feeling like plugging on my mp3 and escape into oblivion… how nice if i can do that?…

year 3 sem 2.. is like hell… got no feel to study now… its bad… =(

i havent even started on many assignments yet can! =(

dunno if this will work or not.. but will delete this is it doesnt… anyway… haiz.. aiya.. dunno la… =( just.. this kind of time will suddenly think back… its irritating cause after that, i need to spend double the amount of effort to remind myself… but i still think its not meant to be… so… i’m telling myself to give up

edited.. apparently.. colour coding it doesnt work.. but.. i’m just leaving it there.. this is my blog.. and i have the right to write what i want about myself… so i guess… no one can stop me…

bye

Surprise surprise…

Posted: November 22, 2010 in Uncategorized

haiz.. i damn bad now that i think i really hate kids.. well maybe not to the extreme of hate.. but just dislike them… i used to interact with them a lot.. now.. i really dont wish to go near them or talk to them.. realised this when at work today… then now i’m thinking.. how am i gonna survive the next 3 days? when today is the first day only and i’m like glancing at my watch now and then wishing time passes quickly…

never thought i would become like that.. haiz… this is really bad.. now that my everyday is like spent in dread.. why did i even chose to work? =(

oh well.. life…

gosh.. so looking forward to class on thurs.. cause it will mark the end of my horror! =( haiz…

bye

Cant help it…

Posted: November 6, 2010 in Uncategorized

why is the internet so interesting when i have things to do.. argh! =(

blabbings…

Posted: November 2, 2010 in Uncategorized

got nothing much to blog about… dont even know what to blog about… bout this post would most prob be my whining and bitching.. and complaining.. so if u dont wanna add on to ur bad day or just plain not interested… pls dont continue reading =)

i think have a lot on my mind… think is the keyword.. because i dunno whats on my mind…

and super dont feel like going home.. like almost everyday… its irritating..

jiu like forever in a stone mood… da bu qi jing shen lai… especially after i completed the list of assignments and their due date… its… ghastly… horrifying.. and etc etc.. cannot really find the right word to describe…

just feel like crying and screaming my head off.. and its only the 2nd week of sch… can u believe it?!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!

=(