Happy New Year~!

Happy new year!!! =D

Lets hope 2011 will be a blast… especially if its gonna be the end of the world 2012… i better enjoy this year!! XD

Thanks all friends for being there for me when i need u all… u all know who u are… =p i’m not good in words and expressing myself… but just know that i’m happy, thankful and very very very lucky for friends like u ALL =)

Lets hope everyone’s dreams will come true… and lets see if i can get myself a boyfriend this year XD

thinking about it.. there seem to be very very very little guys in the field of work i hope i’ll be going into… so.. haha.. maybe i’ll just join cassie’s club XD hehehehe

Resolution for this year: Survive the remaining time in poly, enjoy life, and be truly happy…

lets hope my blog gets more cheerful! XD

shall not set unattainable resolutions like “i’m gonna lose weight” which i really want to.. just no motivation.. but now.. i need to lose weight for the dress i wanna fit into for CNY so that i dont look pregnant… XD hehe.. see.. this topic goes on and on for me.. lol

ok.. going to sleep.. now.. XD

Night everyone and Happy New Year!!! =D

Bye~!

Rebellious?

I think i am super super super slow.. because i think i’m in my pan ni qi now… the very rebellious stage…

i dunno.. just feel irritated whenever anyone says anything… esp when they say that i’m still small.. everything also dunno… then blah blah blah i dunno how to take care of myself and such

I’M A FREAKING ADULT!!!!!!

I KNOW WHAT THE FREAKING HELL I’M DOING!!!!

THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN RULE MY LIFE FOREVER BECAUSE ITS NOT YOURS TO RULEE!!!!!!

phew~!

much better… i think i just need to shout it all out… they just cant understand can they? i think i’ll be forever regarded as a baby… and as long as they dont see the point.. i’m gonna be rebellious for… forever? thats bad… i just want to do things my way and not have someone nagging at me telling me that it may not be a good idea… i freaking know what is wrong and what is right… and i know how to take care of myself…

i rather u let me learn frm my mistake… the more u wanna rule my life… the more u restrict and the more u ask me think twice and not do it… the more i’m gonna do it…

like… i really feel like getting a tattoo…

like really…

i’m saving money…

want one.. even if its a tiny one…

shall see how things goes…

lets see how long this rebellious stage will last…

haiz…

p.s. i think i’m very much over it… absence for me do not make the heart grows fonder… its a better way to let things fade and yeah just fade… which is good… although there might be little things which make me think back what could have been… and the small jealous thoughts… but oh well.. i’ll admit.. i’m a jealous freak… someone who will very easily feel jealous of something or someone… haiz…

so… i’m gonna move on… =D i can say this with confidence! =D

bye~ gonna sleep…

Snow~

wanna see snow… i shall promise myself to spend at least one christmas at a place where it snows… whether is it alone or not… =)

Reflections…

feel that things around me is changing.. its so true that the only constant in life is changes… cant help but think its true…

are these changes real? are these changes gonna be good or bad?

i dunno…

just feel like escaping… into another world…

just feel like escaping…

can i?

a wee bit positive.. XD

Guess stress contributes to mood swings.. XD.. haiz.. i’m blaming it all on stress…

feel like a bitch… cant stand myself… grrr…

but then.. on second thought.. all these coming to an end for a while.. yeah.. common test week, term break and e learning week.. all come together… 1 month holiday.. muahahahahaha XD gonna use this time well.. i swear i will! =D

feeling a wee bit positive now… and shall do things i like during that 1 month! =)

bye

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