Rebellious?

Posted: December 21, 2010 in Uncategorized

I think i am super super super slow.. because i think i’m in my pan ni qi now… the very rebellious stage…

i dunno.. just feel irritated whenever anyone says anything… esp when they say that i’m still small.. everything also dunno… then blah blah blah i dunno how to take care of myself and such

I’M A FREAKING ADULT!!!!!!

I KNOW WHAT THE FREAKING HELL I’M DOING!!!!

THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN RULE MY LIFE FOREVER BECAUSE ITS NOT YOURS TO RULEE!!!!!!

phew~!

much better… i think i just need to shout it all out… they just cant understand can they? i think i’ll be forever regarded as a baby… and as long as they dont see the point.. i’m gonna be rebellious for… forever? thats bad… i just want to do things my way and not have someone nagging at me telling me that it may not be a good idea… i freaking know what is wrong and what is right… and i know how to take care of myself…

i rather u let me learn frm my mistake… the more u wanna rule my life… the more u restrict and the more u ask me think twice and not do it… the more i’m gonna do it…

like… i really feel like getting a tattoo…

like really…

i’m saving money…

want one.. even if its a tiny one…

shall see how things goes…

lets see how long this rebellious stage will last…

haiz…

p.s. i think i’m very much over it… absence for me do not make the heart grows fonder… its a better way to let things fade and yeah just fade… which is good… although there might be little things which make me think back what could have been… and the small jealous thoughts… but oh well.. i’ll admit.. i’m a jealous freak… someone who will very easily feel jealous of something or someone… haiz…

so… i’m gonna move on… =D i can say this with confidence! =D

bye~ gonna sleep…

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