Archive for March, 2011

Protected: just ranting…

Posted: March 28, 2011 in Uncategorized

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not dreading =)

Posted: March 15, 2011 in Uncategorized

I thought i may dread class because of the “scary” ppl.. but i guess some ppl (especially older human beings) just take long to warm up…

class is getting fun-ner (ha ha) XD

i learning more things.. although i still detest thick make up despite me piling stuff on my face daily… that foundation layer applied today… is way too thick for my liking… lol.. blah blah blah.. i guess i’ll like talk about make up here… soon… i may just open a make up blog.. haha who is for the idea?

I realised something about me…

when i like someone.. i will find out about the person (stalk… fine…i’m a stalker… XD) until i know that even though the person is irritating… i still like the person… so if any acts irritate me… then i’ll stop liking the person… havent have a bf yet.. so i dunno about real life situation… but this is very very accurate for the fan girl side of me… XD and i’m like in major fan girl mode now.. MAJOR… XD

hehehehehhe

alright… this ought to lift my mood… i really maybe suffering from bipolar la! my mood fluctuate like no body’s business.. lol

bye~

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panic attack

Posted: March 10, 2011 in Uncategorized

As the thought of sch coming nearer and nearer… i… cant help but feel that panic rising… its disturbing… cant help but start thinking.. is this for me? and i doing the right thing? will i fail? what if the things others says about me not succeeding becomes true? what if.. what if.. too many what if…

i think there is something wrong with me.. cant stand why i keep thinking negative thoughts… life made me negative.. the original positive girl now becomes more and more negative… sigh…

work… has been weird… because the batch two family is not with me.. so.. how can i feel at ease? i think i need some time before i will feel a part of them again.. lets hope things get better as time passes…

and i freaking wanna lose weight! XD random right? XD

and i wanna cut hair! but i need to lose weight first…

and i wanna a tattoo… but pls refer to the above…

so.. in the end.. if i cant lose weight.. then i cant do the above two.. means.. arggghhh..

lets hope the sports complex near my house opens soon.. then i can start gymming.. XD

really.. i think i dont really like swimming… dont like the feel of being submerged and unable to breathe…

sigh… since life is overwhelming already.. making ppl unable to breathe.. why should i enter a condition where i cant breathe.. make sense right?

bye~