Archive for June, 2011

无言

Posted: June 21, 2011 in Uncategorized

I cant believe I’m using my iPhone to blog… Lol… Let’s hope that my dad can fix my com.. I miss my com!!! 😦 sigh…

As I’ve said.. I’m sighing too much lately.. Then half the time feel like 骂-ing 粗话…

It is really not safe now to write anything… Everyone can read it.. But sometimes some ppl can be that dumb to forget that and write things that can make then look bad online..

Somtimes I just dunno what to say.. Is it my thinking too mature… Am I too “old” already? Or… Sigh…

Just so many things going through my mind, no energy no motivation to carry anything out… Wouldn’t they understand that leaving would be better? Seriously… Haiz.. I really dont know what to do anymore… I’m tired of all these…!

Can’t I just leave? I’m sure without my presence everything will still remain the same…

Haiz… Really feel like screaming out loud.. And damn… I wanna go Travel!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye

dilemma?

Posted: June 19, 2011 in Uncategorized

is it one? i dont know… i just know that i wanna get myself out of this situation… can i? will i?

i think i’m going crazy down here… theres just so many things that i want to say but cant say…

how i wish there would be someone who would see me and understand what i’m thinking… because theres just no way i can express it with words already…

if this goes on longer.. i think i’m really gonna cry…

sigh…

will i get back to the me i used to be? cant u see how unhappy i am there? cant you see that i’m no longer the same? cant u see that my smiles are so forced? cant you see that i’m frowning more that smiling? cant u see? wont u see?

sigh..

i really dont want to fall asleep because that would mean that tmr would come sooner…

can i just sleep and not wake up? like forever? can i?

sigh…

bye…