Archive for September, 2011

Tired…

Posted: September 24, 2011 in Uncategorized

I’m so tired I feel like crying…

I dot think I can go on like this any longer…I feel so drained…

it’s so damn easy for me to feel that I don’t belong… When I try to create something to make me feel more at home… I have someone take it away from me…

Such a small thing yet I’m so affected… What is becoming of me?

I need symbols to signify my existence, but if I’m not even allowed or given the chance to do that… When can I feel belonged? Don’t expect me to stay if I don’t think i belong..

And i freaking can’t multi task… so I’m not going to do this for long…

If not… I see a break down coming very soon..

The thought that I’m nearing home and I need t start on my second job makes me tired and wanna cry.. I was already starting to tear.. Can u believe it?

I’m tired…

Really really tired…

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The end… ?

Posted: September 6, 2011 in Uncategorized

Is it me or things seems to turn ugly towards the end? Can’t human beings be more straight forward… If ppl voice out early wouldn’t problems be solved? Why does it have to turn ugly before anyone voice out?

What is wrong with the human species exactly? Or do I just not understand anymore? Am I the one also starting to have problems and change?

Sometimes all that bitter comments make me think what exactly are ppl saying bout me when I’m not there..

Why am I so affected? Sigh.. Always at this point of time I wanna get out of the place…

Maybe being a monster is better then a human.. Oh well.. Reading too much Anita Blake… Sigh

Why am I even like this? Maybe I’m just too tired already.. Tired of being tied down at a single place… So tired.. Yet I’m only trapped.. And I can do nothing about it… Sigh

Who knows how will this end?

Bye…

Enlightened…?

Posted: September 5, 2011 in Uncategorized

i guess now i’m on my own… not gonna try for full time job already..

just do free lance… guess i’m not a full time job person… lol

true that i’m lucky to be the youngest… because it means that i can do whatever i want.. =)

oh well.. now i’m gonna live for myself and not meet other ppl’s expectations… i simply have to live up to my own expectations…

who says simplicity will not bring happiness?
i’m gonna be happy with simple life! =D

on the other hand.. 10 sept coming!!!!! =D