Archive for October, 2011

Death…

Posted: October 22, 2011 in Uncategorized

Not really gonna be a morbid post. But it just dawned on me that how everything gonna need to I can refuse to accept the fact and deny and avoid anything mention of death, or accept it and more on.

For me, i moved from denial, avoidance and finally accepting it…

Not something easy to do…

Death seems to surround me recently.. not that it happened already… but just something that would seem to happen soon.. Everything comes to an end eventually… a joyous gathering, a stressful period, a meeting, a relationship, life…. maybe i’m too young to be so negative, but love seems to be something that comes to the end too… for some it may be seconds, hours, weeks or years… for some.. it may last a lifetime till you realise it cease to exist one day…

for me.. not all love last forever, maybe i dont have the right to say that.. because its too early… sometimes.. you just forget about it until something brings it up again… you think you’ve lost it.. but actually, it exist.. thats why it hurts…

i know that i would keep this love in my heart… maybe i’ll forget for periods of time, just slip my mind… but memories will come back… i’ve accepted the fact already that he would be gone very soon… i would still cry, but at least i know theres no more suffering… and at least i’m prepared…

i’ve accepted the fact that life does not go on forever… and sometimes death would be a way out to cease suffering… the impending deaths taught me that…

birth, old age, sickness and death… is just a simple way of life…

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Posted: October 16, 2011 in Uncategorized

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Posted: October 9, 2011 in Uncategorized

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Where do i go from here?

Posted: October 4, 2011 in Uncategorized

The earth is cold, the fields are bare
The branches fold against the wind that’s everywhere
The birds move on so they survive
When snow’s so deep the bears all sleep to keep themselves alive
They do what they must for now and trust in their plan
If I trust in mine, somehow I might find who I am

But where do I go from here?
So many voices ringing in my ear
Which is the voice that I was meant to hear?
How will I know where do I go from here?

My world has changed, and so have I
I’ve learned to choose and even learned to say good-bye
The path ahead, so hard to see
It winds and bends, but where it ends depends on only me
In my heart I don’t feel part of so much I’ve known
Now it seems it’s time to start a new life on my own

But where do I go from here?
So many voices ringing in my ear
Which is the voice I was meant to hear?
How will I know, where do I go from here?

Where should i go from here?

i need to escape…