Archive for November, 2011

Protected: Self talk once again…

Posted: November 19, 2011 in Uncategorized

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Inspiration…

Posted: November 14, 2011 in Uncategorized

Why am I typing a blog post on the bus? Lol… Just feel… Maybe a bit too overwhelmed.. Too much info… Hearing things from so many new ppl… I think my brain is in overdrive…

But it just dawned on me today… That when I’m here listening to lessons about the skin… Products and my friends are out there learning psychology… But sometimes I think… I’m applying my own knowledge of psychology on my daily life as well… It becomes something so natural to me… Maybe I won’t be giving myself he chance to go on and learn more… But whatever I learnt in pcs? It’s surely applicable in my daily life.

Not that I’m quoting theories now and then (well sometimes I do feel like doing it XD) but… Small nitty gritties…. Things and actions that leads me to think and use my psycho knowledge… So… Does psychology actually make u a better sales person unconsciously? Maybe? Maybe not? Or maybe to just all common sense.. Lol…

But why am I writing such a reflective post? I dunno… Maybe it’s because I’ve got chosen to ‘present’ a sales role play today… Or maybe because I hear the stories from the foreigners in my class talk about their lives.. About them coming to Singapore to work.. And me realizing that maybe they are just not bad like what the other Singaporeans say they are.. Or maybe just listening to then i realize that racism, stereotypes, prejudices are just human nature… No one taught them to think like that… Isn’t that a human nature?

Then my next question is why? I guess it can never be answered… Let’s just e selfish over here and let me hope that no such human problems will happen for me… Let everything be alright… Sometimes surviving is the key right? Since this is why I wanna do.. I’m gonna do it right…

Oh well… random note… Should I let my brain rest and cram in the train tmr? I’m feeling lazy… Hehe XD

Bye~

2nd post of the day…

Posted: November 7, 2011 in Uncategorized

I’ve got nothing to do on the train… Don’t really wanna look at humans for a while… I guess I only get tired after I sit down and rest… Lol… No good…

Basically… First half of the day sucked big time… I almost cried when eating lunch la!!! Maybe because I hated the confusion… So much that I missed DiD… The times where I know what I’m doing and am in charge… Really hated being helpless… Alone…

After that… Realized I gotta work… Pretty much thrown into the deep end… Like really… But it was fun… At least interesting enough that I forgot the time… Didn’t even know I could go already… Lol

I guess this is a post in a very long time where I talk about my day right? Lol…

Now I shall replenish my energy and let’s hope time passes as fast tmr… XD

Anneyeong~

I’m scared…

Posted: November 7, 2011 in Uncategorized

I’m scared… Ottokae!!! 😦

I dot know to tweet this or fb this…. So I decided to blog this… On the mrt now… I don’t know why I’m do scared… So scared that I feel like crying…
So scared that I don’t feel like leaving the house…
So scared that I think I won’t be able to get off the mrt later… 😦

How how how how how how how? 😦

Why am I so scared??????

I need someone to talk to me… Get the thoughts off my mind… But who?

=s 😦 😥

A new beginning…

Posted: November 6, 2011 in Uncategorized

Random: I realised i’ve got a lot of protected post… lol…

Ok… now onto main topic… i dont even know why i’m blogging.. maybe to mark the last of my “free weekends”

yeah… work starting tomorrow… i dunno how i feel… scared maybe… excited… a bit lazy… thinking of adapting to a new environment and all… oh well… i always have to take the first step dont i? Without the first step, there seems to be no way i can walk forward… i’ll look on the bright side.. and just focus on learning…

There just seems to be too much on my mind about i could do… but.. oh well.. whats wrong with me? maybe finally realizing that i’m leaving my comfort zone now and stepping into another area i dont know? or maybe its because how ppl think that i’m going to war when i change to new job… that makes me more anxious… i don’t know…

or maybe i just miss batch 5… sorry that i cannot stay longer to see them grow more… yeah.. maybe that…

truthfully, i was a bit disappointed… at the beginning…

well… after all.. there wasnt really a closure for me… probably because i most prob will appear at DiD again very soon… which i did…

but oh well… i’m just someone who needs to be told.. thats why i say my character is too much like a guy at times but emotional enough to be a girl… sigh… maybe its not that i need to be told… but i wanna… make sense? maybe… *shrugs*

i’m finally venturing into writing.. after my first script for a play.. which.. didnt really become a play… cause i suck at directing… XD

i’ve got 5 subscribers… and i’m very happy.. lol…

but no.. whoever is reading this post… my friends… i’m not gonna tell u all where i posted my stories on.. cause… it contain too much fantasy and my true feelings… so… only strangers who dont know me… yup.. since they dont know me…

oh well.. lets hope i wont have my famous.. “what am i getting myself into” thought anytime soon… cause i hope to enjoy myself… but i probably would regret letting ppl know which store i’m going to… yeah.. i think so…

so.. wish me luck~!

fighting~
jiayou~
gambatte~

=D

Anneyeong~