Archive for March, 2013

Normality…

Posted: March 18, 2013 in Uncategorized

Yes… I just want to have a bit of normality in my life… Is that very difficult? Why is everyone speaking bad about everyone else in front of me? Seriously… I’m just a small fry… Don’t need to get not my good books… Cause I don’t help much… Sigh… Who can I talk to? Now I can’t even talk to the mentor I look up upon… Why like that? Why??? Can’t things be simpler… So many restrictions… Seriously…

This time round… I’m not even crying… Things are getting absurd to the point that I’m now speechless…. Totally…

A break…

Posted: March 13, 2013 in Uncategorized

I need to take a break… So I deactivated Facebook…. And unfollowed almost everyone on twitter… I think I need to wallow in my own sadness for a while…. Just like an animal hiding when he is about to die… I hope all these would be helpful to me…

Too disappointed with mankind. Too disappointed with humans…. I guess my wish to grow and learn is pushed down by my wish to leave the place… I should have asked for more time to think… I should have stood strong… I should have… Sigh…

At least this regret can be corrected in the near future… But hopefully my explosion will not occur so soon….

I can only close my eyes, and ears… And heart… If only….

Why do I always seem to be in a relationship with someone when I’m not…. Stay because of u… Why?

How to make my life easier… Learning and really grown up is hard…. Is very very hard…. Why do I always have to take it the hard way? Can’t I take easier steps to see the light?

I would like to disappear…

Forever….

Bye…